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rachoo (y)
07 March 2009 @ 05:13 pm
i've changed my lj
after lots of thinking
and needing to re-friend everyone
and re-join all my communities and stuff

i did it

so go to [info]onlypeople 
and this genuinely is me
it's not a hack or scam or anything

(: just in case people do think that

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Mood: busybusy
Music: Take That - All I Want Is You | Powered by Last.fm
rachoo (y)
05 March 2009 @ 04:59 pm
1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
5, 6, 7, 8

2. What do you like in a guy/girl?
didn't my lord deliver daniel

3. How do you feel today?
nobody does it better

4. What is your life's purpose?
proctor rd

5. What is your motto?
nu-di-ty [WTF]

6. What do your friends think of you?
see the day [true]

7. What do you think of your parents?
what katie said [lol]

8. What do you think about very often?
fly with me

9. What is 2 + 2?
if i ain't got you

10. What do you think of your best friend?

11. What do you think of the person you like?
dog-eared page [what]

12. What is your life story?
my happy ending

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
between halloweens [lol]

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
mercy [LMAO]

15. What will you dance to at your wedding?
low [by flo rida LOL YESSSSS]

16. What will they play at your funeral?
you know i'm no good [probably why i died in the end]

17. What is your hobby/interest?

18. What is your biggest fear?
someone to love [D:]

19. What is your biggest secret?
love like a bomb

20. What do you think of your friends?
tiffany blews

21. How do other people see your life going?
karma police
Mood: amusedamused
Music: Kristin Chenoweth - Popular | Powered by Last.fm
rachoo (y)
24 February 2009 @ 05:12 pm
Persnickety, flibbertigibbet, lollygag—some words are just more fun to say. What's your favorite word?

errrr that's round about it tbh

Mood: bouncybouncy
Music: Mark Owen - Four Minute Warning | Powered by Last.fm
rachoo (y)
22 February 2009 @ 03:10 am
What is your personal motto or favorite quotation?
"fuck it".

and ermmmmm something else i forgotted D:

i can't remember, rofl D:

Mood: sleepysleepy
Music: Dido - White Flag | Powered by Last.fm
rachoo (y)
13 January 2009 @ 12:12 am
Woolworths shut its doors in the U.K. last week, sending many into a frenzy of nostalgia and bargain shopping. What now-closed store or chain do you wish was still open?
:l lol honestly.
and it would be nice to have impulse back, tyvm.
oh, and fagins. i got some cool books from there, and the carrier bags were kinda cool tbh.
rachoo (y)
09 January 2009 @ 08:58 pm
i has a fic luls
(u cn tells wot it goin 2 b leik LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!)

it iz bwt top geer n yh reed it pls

dis is an LJ SLIT UR RISTZ oki kkCollapse )

Mood: happyhappy
Music: how did it come to this - take that
rachoo (y)
01 January 2009 @ 01:53 am
and it's almost 2am and i'm still up because i'm so pathetic.

i'm listening to more take that, and i just.

i want to say a few things that i want to remember.
firstly, the last song i listened to in 2008 was "how deep is your love" - take that.
my first song of 2009 was "never forget" - take that.

do you know why i chose it?
a) it's an amazing song that deserves to be played at such a time anyway.
b) i never want to forget 2008.
c) i never want to forget that song, or the fact that if was the first song of 2009.
d) it's take that.
e) because of the lyrics.
"been on this path of life for so long."
well, twelve years. almost thirteen. that's actually quite a long time, even though i'm really young. and it's my lifetime, isn't it?
"feel i've walked a thousand miles."
i do. i know it's a metaphor. but i do feel like this metaphor is true. i do feel like i've come a long way in life.
"sometimes strolled hand in hand with love. everybody's been there."
gorgeous. <3 i mean, i'm not that truthful on the actual line, but seriously? do you have to be?

"just then, i realised what a fool i could be."
yes. just, yes. no other word. YES.

"never forget where you've come here from."
i will never forget my mcr phase. i mean, that was an important time in my life. a stupid time, but it's made me who i am today. and i love it.
"never pretend that it's all real."
because i know what's real, and i know what's not. i know.
i just...do.
"someday, soon this will all be someone else's dream."
because where they are? that's my dream. that's where i want to be. that's my goal in life. to be successful, and to be a musician.

"safe from the arms of disappointment for so long."
i wish i could be. that's just...perfect.
gary, that line is fucking perfect.

and f) it's a fucking amazing song anyway.

Letter to my future self:
Hello. This is the person who you were at the start of 2009.
Please, at the start of 2010, read this. And answer all of the questions that this person is now asking you.
What are you like now?
Are you still a person who only has a couple of friends, but still loves life?
Do you love life right now?

Do you still love Top Gear?
Do you still love Richard, James, Jeremy?
Do you still love Take That?
Do you still love Jay, Mark, Howard?
Are you still a bit iffy about Gary?
Do you still love Mr Barrowman?
Do you still love McFly?
Do you still love Tom, Danny, Harry, Dougie?
Who is your idol now?
Do you like My Chemical Romance again?
Do you like Panic At The Disco again?
Do you still like Cobra Starship?
Do you still like Fall Out Boy, and all of those other bands?
Do you still love Will Young?
Do you still love Michael Buble?
Do you still love Jez/Will?
Do you still love slash, for that matter?
Do you still love fic, even?
Do you still write?

Do you still write without capitals on the internet?

Are you still a loser?
Are you still single?
Have you lost weight?
Do you look better, prettier?
Did you do anything "stupid"?

Are you doing well in school?
Are you getting good grades?
Have they slipped?

Are you still friends with Amy?
Have you still got your Top Gear Crew/Totties?
Are you still James?
Is Beth still Richard?
Is Dan still Jeremy?
Is Tom still Stiggy?

Can you stand reading this?
Are there any questions you can't answer?
Do you ever think about THAT?
Do you ever think about the crash?

How was your thirteenth?
Were you that excited?
Was anyone not there that you wanted there?
How much stuff did you get that you didn't want?

Did you ever get that Will Young CD?
Did you ever get the Britannia High soundtrack?
Did you ever get the Britannia High DVDs?

Has anyone died that was important to you?

Can you tell me anything else about the new you that I haven't mentioned?
Do you still watch Dave all the time?
Have you even changed that much?

...are you dead?

fuck it.

Have you given up?

-love (or hate),
rachel. the twelve year old rachel.
the person you used to be.
"a little girl who just wants to be loved".

PS - Did you get love?
Is that stlll how you describe yourself?
Mood: awakeawake
Music: babe - take that
rachoo (y)
28 December 2008 @ 07:50 pm
title: a completely ludicrous situation
author: stop-the-beats
rating: pg
pairing: none
fandom: top gear
summary: Richard gets his Dodge Challenger
a/n: the cut text belongs to take that and a lot of the posh words are from dictionary.com and thesaurus.com because i need new words hahah

if love is fear, then lead me to the darkCollapse )

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Mood: ditzyditzy
Music: you - take that
rachoo (y)
24 December 2008 @ 10:57 pm
the week has been officially SHIT, man
well, so far
i really hope tomorrow's alright cause last year it was SHIT
i got the flu on christmas day

and this year i've got laryngitis, hahaha
how lucky am i when i don't get sick all year.

but well, at least i can drink and eat
i just don't feel like it, but i'm getting used to eating again, so, i should be alright in the next week.
still coughing a lot, but not as much pain.
i can speak better now, don't feel like i have five throats.

i can kind of sing again, i just hope i haven't fucked up my vocal chords, i'd die if i had ):

and now my brother's moaning about how she-IT christmas day is, ah.

not that excited tbh yet, but all i'm thinking about is tomorrow.
the fact i'll have to brush my teeth, what i'm going to wear, that i have to watch lazytown, that i'm wanting my throat to be better for then...
just because i don't want it to be horrible again ):

okay, bye
Mood: calmcalm
rachoo (y)
20 December 2008 @ 06:54 pm
A lot of people love the film It's a Wonderful Life. Some people find it to be not so wonderful. Do you have a favorite holiday-themed movie? And if so, what is it?
the snowman, all the way.
nothing else.

Mood: sicksick
Music: holding out for a hero - bonnie tyler